hope

My sister offered to see me her VAN again today KNOWING I had NO money to pay for it. So she says, not knowing i've already been given money from both parents to help with bills, to ask both parents. I also send out e-mails to a few friends in hope's they can help with even a tiny bit. They want to bring the CAR over by this Friday. Talk about craziness. I believe that if I am meant to have this car it will happen. But in all reality. I need to pay for my apartment first. That is more important. Having a home. I have doubt that if I were to e-mail the Bishop asking for assistance with this, he would decline it. That is so messed up, as $500 dollars for a car is nothing, the church has so much money at its disposal to use. I know it has the means to help me get transportation. At least I got a yes on two food orders.

I wish people empathized with me more. That they were able to see what I stand in need of and just help me with it. Maybe I am just feeling very selfish. I know there are many ppl who are out there.. also in desperate need too. May God poor out his mercy and help upon us all.