Paperwork

My husband is calling me at o' dark thirty to talk to me about his immigration forms. I'm glad he is on top of this paperwork but I am so half asleep this morning that it's irritating.  Now, I have to call the stupid Attorney. I gave him the Attorney's number but will he call, probably not. Because he needs minutes on his phone he cannot afford minutes on his stupid cell phone. Wish he could just figure some things out for himself. He is always calling me freeking out.. like a retarded kid who can't seem to figure out the answer to a math questions and needs mommy's help to do it. Sense the frustration much? This is too much for me. I have had 3 hours of sleep.. He is irritated, so am I. This seems like such a waste of our time. In order to start our lives together as a family, this is what we must go through. This is ridiculous, expensive, and beyond frustrating. There are no words to describe the emotional toil this process and experience takes out of an individual. I have empathy for many immigrants now, who have to go through the LEGAL process of becoming an American Citizen. Our government makes it difficult for a reason, It is a privlidge to live here and receive the rights an American recieves, however, it is the American dream and the opportunity to have a family in peace and happiness that most people seek in our country. Freedoms that we take for granted.