Just got off my knees from praying. I feel so blessed and provided for. My family, me and my girls are totally provided for. Whatever the word is for beyond grateful, that is what I am right now. So, grateful for the small acts of kindness bestowed upon me and my family. Sincere and loving gestures, not the FAKE one's. I can do without fake and false, HOW ARE YOU'S? Do not ask me how I am, if you truly don't wish to know.
On another note~ The baby dropped during the night before last.. Thursday night. I woke up and heard a whisper in my heart and mind. The baby dropped. I felt different too. Just slightly enough to think.. ya think? Did she really drop? hmmmm.. i'm not sure. But she has. I want the Doctor to confirm it, but I am more than sure she has. I only have less than 3weeks till my DUE DATE. I think I will be delivering this baby girl next week. But that is just me. I could be wrong. I may end up delaying labor til mom arrives, But I am so anxious to get these contractions over and done with that I want to start labor NOW. I'm sure I will want to STOP labor pains as soon as they start though, and say to myself.... I take it back... I take it back.. stop the pain... lol.. I'm such a big baby.
I hope that she is healthy and strong and all goes well. I worry that complications may arise, but I have a feeling that she will be hecka strong and blessed by heavenly father. She has a purpose to fullfill on this earth. What exactly that is, i'm not sure. But HF has sent her to me and kept her healthy throughtout this difficult time, I'm not so sure that.. that was my doing... but his alone. I worried this whole time. I was scared. I feel much more relieved now. And I plan to just listen to the spirit direct me and listen to my body.
Everything will be OK!!
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